It absolutely breaks my heart to see you like this. To watch you stumble around the house and try to talk to me. I have pains in my chest for you. But I need you to understand why I can’t talk to you. Not when you’re like this. Not after what you’ve done to me. It kills me to know that you’re trying. I can tell you’re trying so hard. I can’t respond. I can’t show you any form of remorse. I shouldn’t feel sorry for you. You shouldn’t feel sorry for you. This is ongoing for years. I’ve always held on to a shred of hope that says “You’ll get it this time, Mommy. I know you will.”. 

But that shred of hope? It’s slipping further and further out of reach. Nothing saddens me more than watching it go.

Yeeeee! Just bought a Brand New shirt. :D

The truest truth that was ever truth’d.

wideopenskies:

I understand this is a public website, and anything on here is clearly open to the public.. But if you see something on here, why do people find it necessary to go and talk about it and spread it around to people that don’t see it? Especially if it’s personal? I understand people can do what they want, but have some class. It really isn’t necessary for you all to discuss other people’s personal issues. 

I put things on here for release. If I want help or something, I will get some. I am perfectly capable. I’m just asking people to respect my own personal feelings and human morality and don’t do unnecessary talking about things I post. 

I know people will probably bitch at me for saying something about privacy or whatever.. But I’m just asking. These people probably know who they are considering it happened today.. And they’re obviously following me. I’m just asking nicely. To please mind your own business. Thank you.